hmmmm

I had a good day, she called and said hi, how was your day? She's the latest catch and shez hot. I think i like her really, i told her i love her and she believes me, but i dont fall in love however much i try. I think am a robot. I do try, i even try kissing when my eyes are shut but i juts done feel it.

I am slow at approaching smeone and the first time i try you you wont like me but when we get down to the basics of the inside person, you fall for me so bad that you cry when you see me smiling with someone else. Funny how getting someone can be a really hard but when i get you, its hard to let me go, very hard. I dont use juju, its my heart its so..i dont know...likeable.

Ever done something really bad and right before you do it you know its bad but,.. what the heck, in the back of you mind your thinking life is all about adventures, if not then it would be useless. So you go ahead no matter the consequences or hurting the people involved and those around the situation you still do it. The funny thing you know it wont last, you wont make it last but your trying it out anyway. Ughh!!! You burry the future it comes with it in Idlewild.

I hate my habit. Then, back in the days i thought it would stop in form six, but it didnt. Been in campus for three years but still have the same habit. I hate it because its noticeable especially to the ladies. I try hiding but its really hard, somehow i just forget i was hiding the damn things and they just find themsleves infront of everyone. I have tried everything, i have even tried not thinking but i still do the damn thing. 
I need some serious therapy.

life is good. I still smile when things are bad. I sleep naked, i think i miss my mother's womb. I still have the same old habit, thank God, its not as bad as other people's. I'am a good sinner, i mean i dont sin that bad. I miss crys, rea, lornah. So i guess am not a robot.

famous quoting from crystal rutangye "i give love easier when it's given to me"