faults in saints

Have you ever found yourself with problems of your social or economic life that are killing you?

And after they've become a burden, you just can't think of a reason that caused and pushed the most righteous, responsible and good person in such a place of reckless thinking, where you are ready to inflict harm/violence to your life and the lives of those around you without thinking or pausing for accountability!

And when you look back at the hardest difficulties you've ever encountered, this is a darkest you feel you may never get out of.

Your cute and caring friends start noticing your change in behavior and the close ones can really tell that there's a problem but you banish that thought aside, until one, that's really trust-able makes you admit that there's a problem, but then, you just think for a second before pouring out the problem whether the person has been there,..... or if they haven't, will they ever be there?

Ugghh!! You look at your bottle and take a big sip to clear your head. It's not the end of the world. People go through all these things; it's the only consolation you can think of.

Well at some point in life, we all descend into hell, we are all tempted or make wrong decisions or take the good looking bus that you think will reach home. Some of us do it out of curiosity or necessity of time or take it as an accident,or..... whatever the reason that can help you explain why.

The main goal when we are there is, how will you get out, if you can. Do you take more risks?

At this point you wish you were still in primary and daddy will come to your rescue or some saint will help out. Well you can go to church and pray, we serve a living God, church can you give lots of ideas.

How you get out,if you do will make you a great person or will bring out the worst in you or might, to some lucky ones, bring out the best of them. It brought out the worst in me.